- come home .. -

sometimes I wonder just what it would take. what it would take to have you come back to me. you were the best part of my life. we didnt spend as much time together as we had hoped. where did it go wrong? why did we fall apart. why did you walk away. why why why. so many times ive told you how much I loved you . what i was whilling to do to keep you in my arms. that i would fight for you; for us. but yet you still left. you still took the easyer road. leaving me. leaving us. what made it so easy ? was I just not that good enough? how is it that every memory we ever made was so easy to put away ? its not for me. I still cry. I pray even. pray that you will come home. where I know you belong. with me . we were once envyed. people wanted what we had. i still want it. after everything. after the cheating & lying. I love you , Gregory Thomas Brawn. you were, and still are, and always will be. the love of my life. im young, I know. and maybe thats why you left. were you scared of finding the one so early ? I was. but everytime I looked in your eyes I saw myself. I say you . I saw us, being happyer then ever. even the fights couldnt break us. I love you . and I cry because maybe.. we arent ment to be. and that scares me. I hope one day you come across this, and see that you mean the world to me. I adore you . I adore who I was when I was with you . I adore, you .