Why does it have to be this hard ? Honestly , getting over someone should be easy right ? And it should me even easyer if they hurt you , lied to you , was just mean sometimes. But what about all the good things. The fact he cared. The fact that he introduced me to all his friends as his girl. The fact he was willing to do whatever it took to keep me safe? What about the kisses. The first kiss. The "our song". What about the time he played our song , came up to me , huged me, then kissed me , and we stayed lost in that moment. What about the times we just layed around listening to each others heartbeats and everything was going to be okay? What about us..
I dont know anymore. I dont know anything. I want to have and answer. I want to know why it just cant be like before. How a love so strong could have slipped away. I know it was my fault for the most part . I didnt want to push him away . But I did. And I've shed so many tears over him . I dont want to write a pity infested sob story . I just want to finaly admit to myself that I love him and its not gonna change. No matter what he does. No matter what happends. You cant just forget something that strong. I want to be with him and I want to fight for him . No ones gonna like it if we end up together again. But thats a risk I'm whilling to take.
For anyone who let there love slip away. FIGHT. I mean it . Some day , it might all be worth it .
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